Is that you??

I usually don’t sleep during the afternoon and hence i started watching a movie, name came on to my mind, like a sporadic thought.

Thats Yogi Vemana, telugu.
After watching that, i went into a deep thought that evening asking myself

Who are you??

i am Mr. XXX

Oh man thats your name... who are u??

I am a man..

Thats a property/characteristic feature... who are u?

I am this, what u can see...

no, what i can see is ur body... well, who are u?

OK. i dont know, what u are looking for!!, well tell me who are you?

(shooooot!!)

Now, if we go dig the spiritualism or learn about the philosophical thinkers of ancient Vedic culture, what that always said is, you can feel/learn about the fearless life in two ways: one is through becoming a saint and reading the vedic scriptures and visiting different cities(desa sanchari) to observe different situations.. the second is by living in the city between all the worldy pleasures and learn through experience.

"జీవన్ముక్తి కి రాజయోగమే సులభ మార్గం
నీ మన్నసుకి నీవే రాజువై సకల భోగాలు అనుభవించు "

"to get the moksha, u follow what ur heart/mind say, let that be the king of ur life, thats the best way to know, experience things. "

now if i understand/interpret above statements right, meaning, we have to learn things, gain knowledge by experience or by looking and thinking thus gaining Moksha.
When we will not be afraid of anything?? when we have knowledge.
We are not afraid of a small kid, because we know he can do no great harm, but we are afraid of snake, dog, or someother animal because we dont know when it would attack. If you have the knowledge of it, how to tame it, you will loose the fear in you and be happy.

Now you may ask me, how would one know that he/she has gained the knowledge? I say, we dont need to know that, when you are not afraid of anything in your life, Hidden/observable feeling of fear is out of our minds... Happy always and forever.
Man's main motto is to be happyy, no worries, no tensions.

If somebody assigns you some work, you feel tensed when you dont know how to do, when it would be done, what if you are stuck in between... so when you know all these details, no tensions, only happiness. I define Happiness as a Zero Tension Zone..
We reach this Zero tension zone by gaining knowledge on all the worldly pleasures.

Now i got the answer to my question, asked to myself in the begining of this post.....

I am knowledge, i am not an object, i am not a body with a mind.. but a thought with some body around it.!!

Gain knowledge..Be the knowledge.. spread the knowledge.. laugh at questions.

Regards,
A lonely sailor in search of knowledge